tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85999105482837866022024-02-20T00:22:17.439+09:00inn0cenc3...touch. feel. immerse.
discovering more of the world to discover true self, this is the adventure of an innocent into the great unknownkim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.comBlogger178125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-91991966539521943512015-07-20T00:47:00.004+09:002015-07-20T00:49:39.670+09:00errr... update...
i would like to welcome myself back into the writing world.
after a long hiatus and probably lots more after, i'm writing again. well not really writing since writing involves something with sense and thought. this one is rather a spontaneous flow of words, if there is even one...
there goes my first halt, or should i say mental block. well writing now is not as easy as before. life was easierkim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-13796215377126258322013-11-15T11:52:00.001+09:002013-11-15T14:06:05.601+09:00of zippers and typhoons
in countries which experiences pronounced cold and hot season, it is not uncommon for people to wear jackets during the cold ones. i happen to be in one of those countries and as a common man, i wore a jacket, a leather one. it gave me the warmth specially needed in an 11degree weather.
as we were walking to the station, i tried to open up the jacket and to my surprise (or rather to my kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-80269388534095165402013-04-06T01:03:00.003+09:002013-04-06T01:05:01.226+09:00LAGging handa
just when i was excited of a new thing, just when i was dreaming of something cool, the dreaded happened. my most precious dreams of acquiring the best weapons failed, my wish of having purple sets vanished.
yesterday was the start of this incident. if i were used to a slow paced life then it would have been ok but im not. i favor a dynamic fast moving life. this has really become a burden. of kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-91879706840102041382012-12-10T01:25:00.000+09:002012-12-10T01:48:36.307+09:00fall
yeah, i already promised to myself not to write emo stuff again but i can't help it.
i can't help but wonder what wrong i have done...
hmmm...
well...
i guess this is goodbye...
and this is what i was most afraid of...
us drifting apart.
ow sorry, there was never an us.
that was all in my dreams.
i guess this is me backing off
coz it really hurts.
and i was willing to throw myself into itkim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-43928630427328540882012-11-25T22:32:00.000+09:002012-11-25T22:32:30.305+09:002 days' worth
so this must be rejection,
this must be misfortune.
for one second i thought it was heaven,
but then it was hell.
i kept it to myself how i felt lost.
but you were there and held me up,
and we talked it through,
and i was ok for a while,
and you seemed nice, too.
and it seemed that we clicked,
and i began to feel again,
and wished to be with you.
i never asked but you came,
and for a kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-35218351120044133892012-11-18T00:30:00.000+09:002012-11-18T00:30:11.028+09:00october 11
when i resolved to chatting, i can't help but wonder if these people are being real to themselves. no one will ever know if they are telling the truth. no one will care too i guess. most people are in for a good time. yeah, i too was there for a good time at first. but somehow as the days pass, i started to look for something else. you'll get bored of the food in front of your monitor kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-3592076192352071682012-11-01T21:21:00.000+09:002012-11-01T21:21:32.453+09:00scarier than halloween
and now im back after a month's hiatus. who would have thought that i'd completely skip october? this project is just insane. imagine 14 hours of work 5 times a week... i am drag...
but for these couple of weeks i was gone, i did not allow myself to drown in despair... no no... not my style at all. while i worked my butts off on weekdays, i let loose on weekends... hmmm... not really but kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-33167123679014369112012-09-30T14:08:00.000+09:002012-09-30T14:08:55.686+09:00in transit
transitions are hard to handle, i know this first hand. when in transition it means that something new is here; something new is creeping into your stable existence. and whether you like it or not, it will stay giving you no other choice but to have a transition. a transition from the old to the new: from the usual to the unknown.
it is always hard knowing what ticks the other. and yes you willkim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-76152060935836232012-09-04T00:25:00.001+09:002012-09-04T00:25:30.824+09:00wet but dry
For some reason i cannot fathom, i happened to be with beautiful-eyes chan and loud-cook on a car. It was probably going somewhere for quite sometime now. We were so engrossed in a conversation i couldn't recall when we passed by a girl acquaintance. For some strange turn of events, we decided to take her with us and have some fucking good time with emphasis on fucking (yeah, this entry is a kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-84998313886773503252012-08-28T18:35:00.000+09:002012-08-28T18:35:08.286+09:00wants and wishes
i just stumbled upon this block of letters above that i would like to share with you guys. this actually came from twitter (i'm completely ripping it off @iTweetFacts' tweet ). what amazes me though is how it claims to tell you what you want in life. i mean, seriously? can a random block of letters really tell me what i want? skeptic but i did gave it a try in the end.
LOVE - hmmm. kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-17359820497970749822012-08-06T22:12:00.000+09:002012-08-07T02:37:24.867+09:00better left unsaid
There are things better left unsaid. Last friday was a little bare all for me. Why were they suddenly asking those questions?
It was a little embarrassing. Really, i do get shy as well. I was embarrassed and got red too. If not for some alcohol (alcohol loosens the tongue, though i'm not yet drunk but at least i'm good in acting) i wouldn't be able to answer those. With charm kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-5302504892598531312012-07-30T20:44:00.001+09:002012-09-30T09:23:50.028+09:00romeos
i watched a rather interesting film last night and i would like to share it with you guys. pardon for my naivety; i do not watch movies for their cinematography nor any other technical aspects (i do admit that costume and set sometimes triggers me to watch movies). but i watch movies either because i am intrigued by the movie (plot included), the actors look great (contributes around 70% for kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-26091849375052398812012-07-22T05:04:00.000+09:002012-07-22T10:12:44.053+09:00lusang gitisud
bisan ug asa ka pa anaa, naa gyuy mga panahon na wala kay lingaw. dinhi sa japan, kay pwerte man ka paspas sa internet, aw natural, ang among buhaton aning mga alaut na panahon kay may kalabutan sa internet.
sa usa ka adlaw'ng alaot, na bore gyud ko. ambot unsay nisulod sa akong utok atong mga panahuna nga nag-apil-apil man ko ug chatroom. pwerte sad nakong lingawa hinuon kay aligre man sabkim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-6411035110709672382012-06-26T03:41:00.002+09:002012-06-27T09:07:28.605+09:00public nudity
after a big fiesta last sunday, a friend and i decided to go to the onsen. well, we actually planned this ahead but i was never sure if it would push through. but yeah it did. lucky! i never planned to invite male colleagues and i strived very hard to get them out of the plan. i am not in my perfect shape to be seen naked just yet. oops... i guess i should have mentioned first that people get kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-75449741277642093882012-06-13T15:58:00.000+09:002012-06-13T16:01:13.075+09:00IT reasons
never mind some of the spelling but i just have to share this to everyone. kudos to the original facebook sharer.
now if you too, are in the IT industry, how many of the reasons above fits you?kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-39496582537496861362012-06-07T22:53:00.001+09:002012-06-07T23:09:53.878+09:00blue
no one bothered to mention anything at all. that is what hurts the most. i don't want to be left out, i don't want to feel ostracized. a simple heads up would have been okay. i could have just let it slip away.
what have i done wrong to deserve this? i just can't hide this frustration at all over a small thing.
but why do i feel a little agitated over such a small thing? i don't know... butkim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-76561558128323825272012-06-07T00:11:00.001+09:002012-06-07T22:55:35.643+09:00chapter 4 page 74
i usually read a book while riding on a train going to and from work. and like the usual, i was reading a book once on a drizzling day. though the train was a bit packed than the usual and i will be left standing until my last stop probably, this did not stop me from my reading.
so there i was with legs getting a bit sore from trying hard not to fall flat on this fast moving train when i kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-10965486783240994812012-06-02T01:48:00.001+09:002012-06-02T01:50:59.616+09:00blinders
is it right to reflect your anger to others? is it right to burst out to people who haven't done you wrong?
i don't think so.
but i guess i have done this a couple of times myself, i admit.
when things don't go your way, i don't think it is right to blame them to others. i always think that things happen because of our own doings. that is why a coward like me do not go that far, for if i dokim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-19920077122478262842012-05-28T23:24:00.001+09:002012-05-28T23:29:31.012+09:00reality check
for some reason, i need to expand my horizon once again.
i don't want to be stuck with the now yet, no way. now how would i do that?
it's time for some reality check first.
1. hello innocente, you don't always get what you want.
to whoever told me that i can, you are absolutely wrong. i don't. for if i did, i would have a better hunkier body. i'm not complaining with my chunks now, but ikim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-91267679044877637942012-05-19T12:17:00.000+09:002012-05-19T12:17:05.157+09:00those little nothings missed
for a little over than a week now, i have been working my butts off as if there is no tomorrow. in just that short span of time, it makes you realize the importance of small things.
i miss eating dinner together with my housemates
it is not the eating per se but more on the small talks that comes with it. i haven't spent much time with them yet. solong solo ko na sana ang mga ito pero kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-22949441047953444392012-05-04T10:19:00.000+09:002012-06-09T00:09:50.632+09:00memories of yesterdays
I just saw "the vow" and wow, it struck me in a way. How misserable could life be if suddenly someone forgets about you? How painful could it get if the one you love don't even recognize you anymore? and somehow, this felt not so foreign to me at all. In a way, i have experienced the same. It is not as life changing as car crashes nor amnesia. But still i can relate to some extent.
All of kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-56288159129204601942012-04-27T21:07:00.001+09:002012-04-27T21:31:08.243+09:00while riding the train... or rather, while going home
what can you write, or blog while inside the train?
one day i asked myself this question. i was actually planning to cheat, i tried to start while still in the office. and then i refrained by deciding to start writing while waiting for the train. waaaah. a complete failure.
i certainly cannot write while walking. and certainly not while running trying to catch my train ride. my train arrivedkim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-60589773740982454932012-04-14T22:44:00.001+09:002012-04-18T08:52:38.015+09:0020 crazy facts about sex
well these certainly did not come from me. i haven't had any experience on this matter. but as they said, these are facts. and don't get me wrong, japan did not make me a pervert (i already am ever since). what a nice entry for a comeback. bwahahahaha. hope this does not get me banned.
WARNING: this is not for the faint of heart.
WARNING: you have been warned earlier so do not complain.
kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-45573428834910775422012-03-26T00:21:00.002+09:002012-03-26T00:29:00.090+09:00the art of breaking up
when things get tough, what do you usually do? when things don't go the way you planned, how do you usually react? when relationships get sour, how do you spice it up?
i don't know what i'll do if it were me. i'd probably fight back. i'd probably try to save everything. i'd probably search for what i could have done better. i'd probably act on them and regain what i once had. i'd probably kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8599910548283786602.post-20445958474685992802012-03-11T10:02:00.000+09:002012-03-11T10:02:07.738+09:00disclaimers
and who would have thought this is how the pieces would fit?
i started blogging way back friendster time. and then i blogged in multiply. and finally here in blogspot. friendster closed so i imported all my entries to here. but i still haven't figured out how to import my entries from multiply.
i usually write when i am bothered by something: pushed by emotions i felt. this explains most of kim0chiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01074303763710484073noreply@blogger.com0