100 truths

since i have nothing to do then i'll try this. enjoy

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = coffee mocha from a one peso vending machine
2. last phone call = Aime Amor, regarding a CMR for RM. (super work related)
3. last text message = to Tiny informing her of how to get to Boracay from Caticlan
4. last song you listened to = Kahit Isang Saglit by Martin Nievera
5. last time you cried = earlier today after some chinese mentholated stuff got into my eyes

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = nopes
7. been cheated on = nopes
8. kissed someone & regretted it = nopes
9. lost someone special = yes, we separated ways. I'm not even sure if they miss me.
10. been depressed = who doesn't? but at least i rebounded
11. been drunk and threw up = never threw up. i'm a sane drinker

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Purple
13. Orange
14. Red

LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = yes. unexpectedly, i did
16. Fallen out of love = hmmm. wrong question to ask.
17. Laughed until you cried = of course. i'm good at laughing
18. Met someone who changed you = yup.
19. Found out who your true friends were = i only keep few friends and i know all of them are true.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yup. when you are famous, it is bound to happen. wahahahha
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list = hmmm. another wrong question. wahihihi

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = i know most of them. about 98%
24. Do you have any pets = i do. ooops, my family does.
25. Do you want to change your name = ughm, a little more characters would be better. i only have 5 letters for a name.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = had a little feast at home.
27. What time did you wake up today = around 6:15. earlier than usual
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = watched a hungarian movie online
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = the day i travel out of the country preferably japan or south korea
30. Last time you saw your Mother = early this morning while preparing my breakfast
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about you = my height. if i could only grow 4 inches more
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = tom cruise??? haven't met any tom
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = boredom
35. Most visited webpage = facebook. my blog.
37. Nicknames = fritzie, furitsu, fritz boi.
38. Relationship Status = single since birth
39. Zodiac sign = sexy scorpio
40. Male or female? = male
41. Elementary? = Mandaue City Central School
42. Middle School = University of the Philippines High School in Cebu
44. Hair colour = very dark brown
45. Long or short = middle length.
46. Height = above 5'6"
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yes
48: What do you like about yourself? = positive outlook
49. Piercing= nopes
50. Tattoos = none
51. Righty or lefty= righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = does circumcision count???
53. First piercing = never had any
54. First best friend = Cyril my childhood friend
55. First sport you joined = dakop-dakop was a sport back then.
56. First vacation = davao way back 1990s
58. First crush = Grade 4?

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = nothing.
60. Drinking = nothing.
61. I'm about to= get some water to drink.
62. Listening to = keyboard clicking in the office.
63. Waiting for = 6:30 to get out of here.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = maybe a couple of kids will do.
65. Get Married? = i just want to have a partner, married or not.
66. Career? = i'm afraid to become a call center agent. hopefully my next career would be related to traveling.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses = kisses.
69. Shorter or taller= taller.
70. Older or Younger = younger at heart
71. Romantic or spontaneous = can i have both?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = does nice stomach=big appetite and nice arms=kargador??? oh please.
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = a little of both worlds is fine

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = again, a wrong question in here.
77. Drank hard liquor = yup.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = left my shades on an island in japan
79. Sex on first date = im a virgin. doutei desu.
80. Broken someone's heart = i'm not sure.
81. Had your own heart broken = yeah and it was painful.
82. Been arrested = nopes
83. Turned someone down = i think so.
84. Cried when someone died = not yet.
85. Fallen for a friend? = interesting question.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = yes. if i don't then how would i convince others?
87. Miracles = yup.
88. Love at first sight = don't you mean lust???
89. Heaven = YES!
90. Santa Claus = i would love to believe.
91. Kiss on the first date = we didn't kiss.
92. Angels = yes yes yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? = nope.
95. Did you sing today? = yup. i love singing
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = nopes. this should have been, have you ever been in a romantic relationship and i could have said nope. wahihihi
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = about two years back when life in japan was great. wahahaha
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = a little.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = i'm about to.


done!!!

sugarcoated lips

there i was... staring at something somewhere far. then suddenly this man came. i called him up and said hi. he recognized me and came to me.

and here he comes.

closer.

and closer...

hey this is too close better stop now, i thought.

his face was just inches from mine.

and then he kissed me...

gosh... it must have been great coz i kissed back. it was a long passionate kiss. i must have savored each moment of it. then reality struck me, and pushed him back.

i felt rather shy when it ended and asked him why. he just said that there were white-sugary stuff on my lips and he wanted to clean it up. and then kissed me again for the second time to clean it up completely.

i was in awe--puzzled to what just happened.

but he just smiled. such a sweet smile it was...
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then i woke up.

weird dream. the sweet kisser was an office mate. never expected that but then dreams are nothing but dreams.

went to work and there he was.

maskara 55

if feelings were as free flowing as the wind, it might be easier to express everything i'm feeling. unfortunately, mine is not. if mine were, then it would be like a hurricane spreading havoc to all. i don't want that to happen... so i'd rather not tell... i don't wanna wear a mask but who doesn't??? people wear a mask at some point in their lives. in my case, my mask has "keeping quite" written all over it.

i guess people have realized that i don't really open up personal stuffs. this is really not my forte. i hate to share because i might not be able to contain my words.... i might spill out more than asked... i'm a good listener though and i have never spilled out what others have shared to me... and i'm sorry but i've got a bad memory so i guess that makes me the best secret keeper... over time, even i forget the secrets told so how could i even share them... now before i drift into that topic more and more, i better go back to my point... i hate to share my feelings because i too, have not yet figured it out..... this is the harsh reality of it... i haven't figured out myself yet... so when people ask something, i just shrug my shoulders without saying anything...that is the best answer i have come up...

my zodiac sign agrees to my mask too... look at how they view scorpios.... aside from being sexy, romantic, loyal, great kisser, it always says that scorpios are secretive... the other adjectives are quite obvious (reserve your comments later...) though i still don't know about the great kisser part... anyone wants to volunteer??? ohh i forgot... they also mention that scorpios are great lovers... another volunteer needed for this too... but secretive is always there.. i don't know if people around me knows that i'm secretive... they tell me their secrets so maybe they do... secretive people = good secret keepers... does that make sense??? to me it does... i've been told quite a lot and i've forgotten quite a lot too... but i have never told anyone of my secrets... i have never really shared them... oh sorry, i have told some of some... but there are still many feelings left untold... who doesn't have feelings left untold??? i guess this what makes each person interesting, discovering what secrets they hide... i just happen to have more of them...

ooopsss... of all the things i have mentioned, don't get me wrong ok... i may be secretive and not sharing much but i'm genuine.... though i cannot say "what you see is what you get" applies to me since there is more to me... but i'm not a tupperware (read as plastic) ok... i laugh at something funny, i get hurt when someone throw stones (physically and idiomatically)... i can be sarcastic too..

oh yeah, i have written this line up there "i hate to share my feelings because i too, have not yet figured it out"... i think this makes a good topic for the next blog... figuring out the unknown... wahahaha... i can now imagine what things to write. i'll surely go around in circles again...

and yeah, did you all know that i'm colorblind??? i guess you all do, that is not a secret at all... but i just don't share that fact to all... oh no... maybe i just did...