2 days' worth

so this must be rejection,
this must be misfortune.
for one second i thought it was heaven,
but then it was hell.

i kept it to myself how i felt lost.
but you were there and held me up,
and we talked it through,
and i was ok for a while,
and you seemed nice, too.
and it seemed that we clicked,
and i began to feel again,
and wished to be with you.

i never asked but you came,
and for a second i embraced it all.

but...
it hurts...

i can't have you.
you were different,
you were looking for something else.
so this must be why you said to take it slow,
this must be the real reason.
you were just not that into me.
you were not feeling me at all.
i should have read the signs earlier,
i felt so stupid to trust and feel,
but it is a process.
it hurts...

i tried to reach out,
i really tried to.
i am alone again.
i have no hold over you...
it really hurts how one second you made me feel hope.
i must have looked pitiful.
it must be pity for i can't find any reason at all.
i just can't...

i was back in hell...
but for one second i thought it was heaven.
this is my misfortune,
this is rejection.

lss (the jingle edition)

isn't this jingle catchy? i've been singing this for some days now. enjoy singing!!!

ALAM MO BANG TYPE KITA
DAHIL SA MALASA KA
MEATLOAF KITA
MASARAP
MALAMAN
DAHIL ARGENTINA KA
MEATLOAF KITA
PWEDE BA NA TABIHAN
KITA SA PLATO
O DI KAYA SA SANDWICH
MAG CHICK TO CHICK TAYO
SARAP
ARGENTINA LOVE KO BUONG BUO
MEATLOAF KITA

my meatloaf. bow!


so what do you guys think??? it's pretty catchy right? you might not admit it now but anytime you will be humming this tune. wahihihi

so near yet so far

i was just curious at first.
you looked fine, nothing special.
but there was this air of mystery around you.

and then i started seeing you everyday.
with this few people around, how can i not see everyone?
and i saw you looking back at me a couple of times as well.
it probably was just an innocent stare.
what reason would you have to look at me like that?
none. but it was too late for now i saw your eyes and i was mesmerized.

with every moment that passes by, i can't help but search for you.
and you were just there, emotionless. uncaring.
is that a mask you're wearing?

i looked at you everyday, thinking what new facial emotion you would show.
i saw a smirk, that was great.
i saw a smile, ok you also know how to smile.
i saw you look amused. it was perfect.

the more i see you, the more i want to know you more.
the more i stare, the more i giggle inside.
and smile thinking of what if's.
is this what they call a crush???

but i have to keep my cool, i don't want to start a scandal.
it's just a simple crush and nothing else.

so help me god.

baha sa dalan

alas otso beynte kwatro na

aw, nakaligo na man sad ko ba.

di na ko ganahan maligo usab oi!

busa ikaw uwan, hunungi na.

maghinay-hinay na lang sa ko

layo-layo pa bitaw ang oras no.

maghuwat lang sa ko na motuang-tuang

kay sa mabasa, magkasakit pa lang.

ug sa dihang nikusog man hinuon ug maayo

sure mo'ng uwan pa ni ug dili bagyo?

ang among balay mura na ug castilyo

gipalibutan ug tubig, lalom pa gyud kaayo.

akong mama naglibog ko'g nganong pwerting lingawa

wa ko nahimutang oi, ako gyung gipangutana.

ang dalan lagi daw sa atubangan, matud niya

murag sapa nga sulog pwerte pa gyung hugawa.

sa pagka alas onse y medya, hala sige larga.

niundang na ang uwan ug ang tubig ninghunas na,

akong sapatos dili na mulangoy parehas ganiha.

adto na gyud ko sa trabaho, sa taman makigchika.

hala! alas dose na lang wala pa ko kasakay da.

ang mga taxi na walay sakay asa na man kaha?

sa eskina sudlon, agi na kamo intawon

gikapoy na ko ug tindog, kapoy na ug huwat manong.

hay salamat ug nakasakay na ko finally.

nakalingkod na akong lubot, dukaon na ko ani.

bang! pagka traffic. kahinay sa dagan.

akong gihunahunang laag gamay, napapas, nahawan.

baha ngadto baha ngari, sure mong sugbo ni?

pagkatoytoy ba gud diay sa canal ani.

ang tax nakong gibayran ba, asa diay napunta?

hinaot unta dili ra sa mga politikanhong bulsa.

kinse, beynte, trenta minutos na...

pagkalayo pa sa padulngan, pagkadugay ba.

ikapila na nagheadbang akong ulo sa kaduka

kanusa man ni maabot oi? piskot na baha.

ang taxi kong gisakyan sa pagpatak nagsige lang

pwerte na ganing lapasa sa bayranang naandan.

hoi! pasutoya mi'g agi ang dalan hawani

basin sa kwarta ko sensilyo lang ang mahabilin niini.

maayo nalang tag30 pa ang akong nasakyan

naa ra ba toy plano na sa 40 patas-an.

asa ka na human sa usa ka oras na pagdagan

130 and nipatak ug akong nabayran.

pagkadimalas, pagkapait na lang.

nalate pa gyud ko sa giahak na uwan.

uwanon daw hasta summer ingon akong kauban

mag-andam na lang ko'g barko na sa baha masakyan.

a traveller contemplates

i have completely lost my way.

at first it was complete joy, new places and new people to meet.

but it is not the case now.

looking back, i realized that as the time went by it was no more fun.

i have always chosen the safe path, never have i traveled the unknown again.

the friends i knew then were no more there, we have grown apart.

my relationship with people have grown sour and life has become more unfair.

but what hurts me the most is that all of those held me back.

i just want to laugh hard again, to smile to the fullest.

i want to rediscover this place again and not grow tired of it.

i want to try something new, i want to have the courage to try something new.

i want to fly with nothing holding me down.

let me soar...

let me flirt... (oops, wahahahha)

(58) suliran ni bossing niadtong 10-30-2008...

usa kani ka isturya sa among kauban nga laki
itago na lang nato sa pangalan nga bokkie.
sa yang kinabuhi siya naulawan
ug ako igo ra mo katawa sa taman.

usa kaadlaw na huebes kadto
si bokkie sa iidabashi nag-inusara niadto.
ug sa dihang sa takna nga alas dose impunto
"kaon na" ang gihunahuna, mao ra ang sulod sa ulo.

sa opisina, siya nagdali ug hawa
kay lagi excited mukaon, ug unya...
didto sa baratuhong yoshinoya baya
siya nilingkod, waiter gipangita.

pagkahuman sa malami niya nga pagkaon,
gochisousamadeshita unta kung kabalo pa muhinapon.
pitaka gikuha para mubayad na unta
ug hala sa dakong pagkakurat, 80 yen ra ang nakita.

gikulbaan ug sugod, agtang gipaningot.
kay ngano man intawon sa kwarta siya nakalimot!
nagwarawara sa kamot para makasabot
ang waiter nga hapon sa iyang atubangan nagmug-ot.

gihatagan niya ug ngalan, telephone number ug uban pa
kuyog sa hangyo nga siya mubalik ra.
ang waiter intawon siguro nagduhaduha
maayo na lang sa katapusan, nagkasinabtanay ra sila.

pwerti niyang sutoy sa ATM sa unahan
savings sa bangko hinuon ang nakuhaan.
sa utok "kauwaw", mao ra ang nagdagan
apan unsaon ta man, uwahi na ang tanan.

hala bokkie paningkamot na lang.
butangi ug dyes mil ang bulsa daan.