closing another chapter

who would have thought that i will be back in japan? who would have thought this day would come? i certainly didn't. and i am damn proud of my self and honored to be chosen. and yes, i will do my best to pay back this faith received. but unfortunately though, i have left a great crowd back home.

it was one eventful january when i first signed a contract. who would have thought that this could lead me to such a joyous group. i will surely miss our nihongo sessions. though it was short but it is also one of my happiest. 4 hours of spending time together everyday surely made its mark. 5 names surely have a spot. happy breathing in and breathing out guys. keep your voices loud even without me.

around the second half of last year was a momentous event. it was the start of a horrible time but filled with laughter as well. i can attest that when people undergo the same hardships and struggles together, they grow stronger and bond closer. for together we faced a great wave and together we survived. move forward team ganesha!

and who would forget my beloved. they come and go but i stayed. as one of the founding members of such a great time, i now turn over my crown. i cannot be thankful enough for such a great learning journey. it is with shinsei that i grew, slimmed down, rose up, had heartaches, and lived my life. i will never become the me i am today if not for this project. to all shinsei members, you always have a special place in my system. wahihihhihi. may you also learn as much, if not more, than i did.

now enough of this drama.

hello japan!

hello new project!

hello new team!

this will surely be one hell of a ride and i will never back out of this. head on collision they say... the challenge may be tough but i am tougher. bwahahahahha.

39----3-in-one

feb 16, 7:30night 'til midnight


meeting old folks is really fun to have...


met up with fellow mathematicians at ayala center cebu. talking of stuffs past and present... talking of plans now and onwards... getting connected to the world outside of work is always a pleasure of mine. simple conversations, getting updated with each other really matters a lot... reached home at 12+ midnight feeling refreshed... never thought to see light while still in the tunnel... i forgot that there is electricity even inside the tunnel..... slept with a very happy feeling.




feb 17, 8:30 - 12:00 morning


phil-it gce failure....


swu was a first time for me... never been there so i was surprised by what the school offered. but i was more surprised by the exam.i have never seen an exam by an organization/institution held with so many flaws...


a) the test started at near 10 am which pissed me a lot because i only slept 6 hours.


b) our entire exam group transferred a room on the second floor because many of us can't log in to their online exam. hello........ they knew that this will be online, so didn't they check the internet connection in the first place.


c) it takes more time to save answers and transfer to other page of the exam than answering the page itself. it is such a waste of time to transfer to the next set of questions. but it took more time to even save the answers. hello again... this is a timed exam so this issue should never happen...


d) when i was going to my 7th out of 10 pages their system broke.... all of us can't open our page... we waited till 12 before they announced of the neccessary action plan... what a waste... we took more time talking than answering the test... we never got to finish it even...


e) last but definitely not the least, there will be a retake.... oh God........ isnt this enough burden? rescheduled to another day....


is this an exam? are you even serious? this is about it so why aren't they testing their softwares?




feb 17, afternoon


a film to watch


"a dirty carnival" was such a heavy drama but i enjoyed it.... its a korean movie on the joys, pain, success and betrayal of a gangster... such a complex story... action packed but heart piercing, its a joy watching a narrative like this... hope i will not be betrayed by people i call friends... hope i will not experience the pains he felt....


you should try watching this movie... i recommend it... although it was predictable but because you will grow to love the character, you will constantly wish your prediction is wrong...... best movie ive seen so far...

38 <~~ onward to greater things

why should i be someone else when I'm happy being me?

why should i be like them when i know I'm not?

why should i change when i know its not for the better?

why should i worry too much when I'm happy with my life?

why am i asking these things?


anyway, I'm happy with my current state but i feel i could still do more. i feel that i could have done more. and this is because i have set limitations to what i can do. i should not have done those. if only given the chance to fly, i will surely spread my wings and soar the skies. but this current state seems to have problems-- the skies are dark. who wants to fly in dark skies?

explore the wonders of this world before these wings of mine collapse.










ps. after grueling days of waiting for the result in jlpt (japanese language profficiency test), after seeing the joys on the faces of my friends who have passed, i finally got my result... yehey i passed level 4. hurrah... onward to level 3...

15th

i feel so happy gyud... as in...


there are just some things worth the risk...


there are just some things worth the wait...


there are just some things to be happy about...


there are just some things unexplainable but you just thank God for granting it...




update: i passed jitse!

twelfth man guro ni....

kadugay ba anang result sa jitse oi...




kapoy na kaayo think kung nakapasar ba or wala...

decade....

karon pa ko nakaexplore na pwede diay na ichange ang font color ani da... sus, wala man gyud nakaingon nako oi...




nways, nahuman na gyud ang jitse/philnits pag sunday... ako unta dayon to ipost sa blog ang mga panghitabo gahapon pero nag maintenance man ang friendster so wala na lang... grabe ang exam ha... wala gyud koy macompare kay frist gyud to nako... pagkahuman kay ingon dayon sila na mas sayon kaysa paglast daw to... well kung mao toy sayon nila, unsa na lang kaha ang lisod.... wahihihihihihihihih.... wala man sad gyud ko idea oi na ingon ana diay na siya... na grabe diay kaayo ka wordy ang exam... daghan kaayo definitions... hello!!! kinsa man gud ang ganahan magmemorize ug definitions ba? and besides, kinahanglan ba gyud na ang definition of everything? kinsa man gud ang programmer na magmemorize ug definition sa ip address na application man ta diritso... hay... pero kung permi sad siguro ka magdeal anang mga ip address, makabalo man sad guro ka sa... sa kadugayan, maka learn ka sa definition through application... wahihihihihihi... ay sus oi... mao ra gyud na akong comment... grabe ka wordy ang exam... kapuyan na lang ka ug basa dili gihapon ka kagets sa question... so basa na sd ka ug usab, or answer na lang ka ug butikawbutikaw...




mugawas na man kuno ang result ato within 2 weeks... sana na man na makapasar ko oi... gikapoy baya gyud ko ato so dapat makapasar gyud ko... wahihihihihihi... himuon bang basehan sa pagkapasar ang kakapoy... pero excited gyud ko sa result... excited ko makabalo sa akong score... bahalag mahagbong maproud lang gyud gihapon ko kay first experience gud to nako... and BS Math gud ko so challenging kaayo to for me...








ps: naa diay ko nakitan na nitake sad sa exam na murag medical course ang uniform... kana ganing puti. ambot ngano to siya na nitake man... mas challenge to sa iya...wa hihihihihihihi

ninth na ba ni?

hay patay...




ugma na ang dreaded exam...




wahuhuhhuhuhuhuhuhu...




unsa kahay mugna nako ani?




unsa may nindot na panagna song aside sa butikaw2 ug eenie meenie minie?




jitse here i come... dili gyud dapat mawaste ang 1500...




pls pray for me. txt your votes to 2331 for globe and 231 for smart and sun...






wahihihihihi






bye...

7th na man guro ni...

hala mamatay na gyud ko sa akong pc sa balay magsige ug restart... the other night kay mga 10x gyud to ni restart. kakapoy na gyud. gabii abi nako ug okay na kay dugaydugay man gyud to siya ni restart but after some minutes, ni tukar na sad ang iyang sakit. unya sugod ato, nagsige na gyud siya ug palong. hay, kakapoy sad ani oi. di na gyud ko. kapoy kaayo tan.aw ug movie kay magsige ug palong. what should i do?




karon kay ambot oi, wa na sd ko kabalo unsay buhaton... hapit na jitse unya wala pa ko tuon. dapat makapasar gyud ko kay dili ko ganahan mo.donate sa akong 1500 sa organizers sa jitse no. daghan na kaayo ko ug mapalit ana.

3rd blog... tests

hala i never expected na makaabot ko ug tulo ka posts... wahihihihihi...


anyway, ive got so many tests though in different months, but these are major tests...
i paid 500 for jlpt this coming december. its a japanese proficiency test. this one i like the most
because i like languages. all i have to do is learn the language and take the test. i can still do many things with this one(study and all)...


the other test, i paid 1500 for jitse which i am not really confident about.
i dont know why i applied for it... i guess im curious because i have never taken it and i hope i will never take this again. they say its difficult... i do admit it will be hard for me because this is a test on IT, Computer stuff, etc... hello!!! im a BS Math graduate... im lost in this strange wide open sea... and this test will be on october... im just wasting money...


well... its better to experience things once than not at all and regret in the end....


ps: i have no more internet connection and im writing this in our kiosk (sort of pc with internet free to be used by all)


bye.


arigatou gozaimasu