48--- should i celebrate or what?

i woke up this morning to find out that my body is aching so badly. i must have really played hard badminton yesterday. i guess this is what happens if you don't get to move your muscles constantly. what do you expect from a programmer? we only move our fingers and out brains... move brain... move...






anyway, today is a sunday and good individuals like me (yup i'm good, no need to comment on that) celebrate mass (yes that's celebrate according to the priest long ago). and we were late so we have no place to sit. this is not unusual though since we always get late and most of the time it is my fault... yeah i am slow... yeah... i have many things to do ok.




during the communion we followed the queue patiently. there were only few people in front of us so it really wasn't that long a wait. now, two women started to make another queue beside us. now there are three lines. why can't they just fall in line? why do they have to make their own line? this really pissed me. why are they in a hurry? all of us will eat the host so why should they come up in front as if the hosts are not enough? gosh this really sucks... why are there people who doesn't follow simple common sense rules? if there is a queue, its common sense to fall in line at its tail. isn't that obvious enough?




things came into my head. if this happens in front of god, more so when its outside? these people are the murmurers of the society. all they do is complain but they themselves are not doing their part. if simple rules like this is easily broken, then more so are laws. i just can't imagine what is so important in having the host before others... why can't they just line up? they are really creating a fuss... the nerve of those women. they look educated enough but they certainly don't have discipline. it would have been better if they inserted and somewhat people on the line gave way to them but no they didn't... they made a separate queue...




let us be disciplined ok.... they surely took the road less traveled (referring to the poem) but that road leads down to hell.... rot in hell and never come back... (what a reaction.)








ps: i watched uaap cheerdance and hurray to the up pep squad for bringing home the bacon... i will surely take a bite... wahahahha...






ps2: i just realized that it has been a year since i started blogging... and the first of which was in friendster... hurray to friendster...

sports fest update... (21st century)

the sportsfest pushed through last saturday and i was really glad i came...


im no sports fan, no sports jock, or anything sports related. i think i have no sporty bone in my body but i really enjoyed the day... i came late as planned. (i dont want to participate in the team cheer.) i joined bowling as agreed last friday, though there really was no agreement made because we were forced to join the game but im glad they forced me to join. it was my first game ever. i have no idea how to throw the ball and hit the pins. i dont even know how to hold the ball. but everything was fine... the chit chats here and there kept me alive... as soon as i bowled the ball (i dont know the right term for that), i knew that i will enjoy this... i hit no pin but it was fun... it was fun predicting whether ill hit or not... all in all, i scored 60. thats a low score but for a first timer like me, thats not bad... i dont have beginners luck unlike the others though... i threw balls after balls after balls even after the official game ended... if only my company stayed there, i would have bowled for more hours. our team ranked 2nd after the game and im proud to be part of that... i know that if ill ever attend a sportsfest here again, ill go for bowling again... i want to try it in another place sometime soon...

we then came down to witness the badminton and basketball events... we lost in basketball but were up for championships in badminton. i too played badminton after we got the championship. it was really fun. we were three against three... it really was fun to be just playing there like kids... if only we had 8 rackets, it would have been 4 against 4... so much fun... wahihihihi...

when i woke up yesterday, i felt pains in my body especially on my arms... i cant even lift the basket when we went to buy grocery items... it really hurts... but it was all worth it... the experience, the laughter, and everything... hope it will happen again soon... i really didnt expect to have so much fun... its not actually the winning but just the fun of being there and chatting with people is what matters most to me... have fun...

nineteenth...

let me tell you what happened the day i was depressed...


i told my friends about it and they advised me to talk it over with someone... i knew it was the right thing to do. but i just dont want to talk it out with someone i knew... i want a neutral person who has no idea who i am... i just want to air out what i was feeling then... and so i went online... i entered a chatroom in ym and 2 people comforted me... it was the longest talk of my life... we started at about 10am or so and ended at 4... they were both from the us... one was an 18 female, the other was a 26 male... we talked my depression away...


i just dont know what was in me that day but i really was depressed... i just dont know... it hit me. i guess i was thinking of my life-- was everything i did/steps i took worth it... that was the main point. and i just found out that there is something deeper to unravel... i have known this for a long time but i just ignored it... it wasn't bothering me before so i never thought much about it... i guess that was the main problem...


anyway, we are having a sportsfest this coming saturday at the cebu city sports club... i have no idea what to do... im not into sports and is certainly not gonna play... i dont know what to do... theyve been scrambling about the team arrangements saying that it was unfair. some teams got all the people good in basketball... the hell to that... is it that important to win in basketball? ive played basketball before but i never enjoyed it though.... so now, the teams were rearranged again and i dont know what my team will be... all im really intersted on is, "can i wear slippers in cebu sports club?"...


can i wear slippers in cebu sports club?






guys please answer that...