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Saturday, February 27, 2010

weird

i've never felt so humiliated in my life.

it is just plain embarrassing and awkward. it just feels so weird.
just say it if you do not want me to eat with you rather than make those auras. it is just plain bad.
what is worse is that those people who invited me to eat with them is not even saying anything: only kept their mouth shut. they just left me in there: left me in there to rot.
it would have been better if i had offered something too, but i got nothing. too bad.

you people are just plain annoying.
go ahead and eat your heads out.

you can all act like masters but don't expect me to follow your stupid paths.
act all mighty all you want, express your superiority but i have never seen you that high.

and you woman, stop acting like a loving housewife. it doesn't fit you at all.
women do not need to follow their man always. it is just annoying to see you act like all your decisions needs to be approved.

bye

Saturday, February 13, 2010

一番作文 - introduction

はじめまして。

私はフリッツです。としは24さいです。フィリピンのセブとうからきました。

私の家族は父と母だけで兄弟はいません。でも、しんせきがたくさんいるのでさみしくありません。

今は日本でエンジニアとして働いています。仕事はとてもいそがしので、あそびに行く時間がありません。私のせいかつはかわいそうでしょう。

しゅみはアニメやドラマを見ることです。そうして、日本の音楽はおもしろいと思います。フィリピンでは冬がないけれども、ゆきが好きです。ゆきがふったらいつもうれしくなっています。

日本人と話す時に、私はいつも「はい」とへんじしますけども、じつは何を話しているか意味があまり分かりません。日本語をてつだってください。私はがんばります。

よろしくおねがいします。

Monday, February 8, 2010

a traveller contemplates

i have completely lost my way.
at first it was complete joy, new places and new people to meet.
but it is not the case now.

looking back, i realized that as the time went by it was no more fun.
i have always chosen the safe path, never have i traveled the unknown again.
the friends i knew then were no more there, we have grown apart.
my relationship with people have grown sour and life has become more unfair.
but what hurts me the most is that all of those held me back.

i just want to laugh hard again, to smile to the fullest.
i want to rediscover this place again and not grow tired of it.
i want to try something new, i want to have the courage to try something new.
i want to fly with nothing holding me down.

let me soar...

let me flirt... (oops, wahahahha)

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