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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

nineteenth...

let me tell you what happened the day i was depressed...


i told my friends about it and they advised me to talk it over with someone... i knew it was the right thing to do. but i just dont want to talk it out with someone i knew... i want a neutral person who has no idea who i am... i just want to air out what i was feeling then... and so i went online... i entered a chatroom in ym and 2 people comforted me... it was the longest talk of my life... we started at about 10am or so and ended at 4... they were both from the us... one was an 18 female, the other was a 26 male... we talked my depression away...


i just dont know what was in me that day but i really was depressed... i just dont know... it hit me. i guess i was thinking of my life-- was everything i did/steps i took worth it... that was the main point. and i just found out that there is something deeper to unravel... i have known this for a long time but i just ignored it... it wasn't bothering me before so i never thought much about it... i guess that was the main problem...


anyway, we are having a sportsfest this coming saturday at the cebu city sports club... i have no idea what to do... im not into sports and is certainly not gonna play... i dont know what to do... theyve been scrambling about the team arrangements saying that it was unfair. some teams got all the people good in basketball... the hell to that... is it that important to win in basketball? ive played basketball before but i never enjoyed it though.... so now, the teams were rearranged again and i dont know what my team will be... all im really intersted on is, "can i wear slippers in cebu sports club?"...


can i wear slippers in cebu sports club?






guys please answer that...

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