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Friday, May 22, 2009

the irritating you

there are times when you say "enough is enough"... i don't mean to be mean but there are really times when you just want everything to stop...

why are there people who cannot grasp any idea of what is currently happening? why can't you feel that i'm already annoyed??? all you have to speak is of your adventures with someone.... i really don't care, at least not today... i've been having lots of things on my mind right now so stop it.. it is really bothering me; it's as if you are telling me that you are more famous than i am to have a social life. bravo for you. but i'm not a social butterfly. i'd rather have quite conversations.

lately it seems that you belittle me. your expression changes when you hear the music i'm listening to. why can't you understand that people have different likes? not all people appreciate kelly clarkson, carrie underwood and all those american stuff... not all people continuously listen to those stuff and even repeat the same piece over and over in a 20minute interval. your face smirks when you listen to an instrumental; your eyes roll when you hear my japanese and korean music. and i don't even listen to them everyday, and i only play them out loud once in a while. not like you who plays everything on full volume; it's like you are saying that we should also love your music. bullshit to that...

you also want to go to every place you find in the internet. but have you really appreciated those places??? or you only want to take pictures and post it somewhere for public viewing... and then people will say how lucky you were to be there and envy you more... your antics....

here is what got me the most. you wake up early but you stay on bed and take a bath late. naturally, you come to office late. and then one time, you asked me to "time in" for you and gave me lots and lots of excuses like there are lots of people, the lift opens so slow, etc. what the fuck... you took the shower late so take the consequences... don't ask me to lie for you so you will get away with your actions. it is never gonna happen...

i've had a conversation with a friend and he says that you are only trying to grab everybody's attention--i mean everybody's attention. be satisfied with the attention you are having ok. you are now famous, there is no need to conquer the world. i think i have given you a lot of attention lately so now i'm backing off. i have genuinely listened to your talks, but you didn't to mine. you only gave me your poker face and it makes me want to stop.

do you also know that you are sending wrong signals??? you are dealing with people who don't think the way you do so you better rethink every action. or maybe you are intentionally sending those signals and act innocent so you will be more famous than you are now??? hmmmm....

i'd rather talk to the "you" who opens your heart rather than the "you" who wears a mask...



seriously irritated...

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