2nd year

i just discovered that its been 2 years writing this blog. that long???? i never knew i could write that long. i started blogging in friendster and ended up losing my password. so there goes friendster down the drain. then i used multiply. hmmm... i don't use it that much now. and then ended up with blogspot.

ever since, bits and pieces of my life is written and documented. not necessarily to brag or anything good that happened, i even intended to keep this blog a secret. but i just wanted to keep a record. i totally enjoyed reading past entries on my friendster blog before it got lost. that is the only wish for keeping this blog. to laugh out at past experiences. i cannot forever keep my memory and pictures can not tell emotions. though i may still not show all emotions in my writing but at least i opened some.

in my 2 years, i wrote of travels, of highlights, most are just plain whining. but it is clear that i've learned. i will never be the same person i was before. acceptance -  it is my new year's resolution. i can't figure out how i came up with it but i've got to learn to accept things and lessen the whining.

i've got to learn to accept who i am. accept the me from the bald patches on my head, to the pimply face, to the stocky build i now have, to the quite unclear preferences. it's not that i will do nothing to improve me but i think it is only when you start to accept that you can think of better ways to improve yourself.

now is the start of a new chapter. i hope this one will be better and more colorful than the previous ones. hoping for the best.