so near yet so far

i was just curious at first.
you looked fine, nothing special.
but there was this air of mystery around you.

and then i started seeing you everyday.
with this few people around, how can i not see everyone?
and i saw you looking back at me a couple of times as well.
it probably was just an innocent stare.
what reason would you have to look at me like that?
none. but it was too late for now i saw your eyes and i was mesmerized.

with every moment that passes by, i can't help but search for you.
and you were just there, emotionless. uncaring.
is that a mask you're wearing?

i looked at you everyday, thinking what new facial emotion you would show.
i saw a smirk, that was great.
i saw a smile, ok you also know how to smile.
i saw you look amused. it was perfect.

the more i see you, the more i want to know you more.
the more i stare, the more i giggle inside.
and smile thinking of what if's.
is this what they call a crush???

but i have to keep my cool, i don't want to start a scandal.
it's just a simple crush and nothing else.

so help me god.